hey girls. congratulations Shannon, see i told you not to worry things will always turn out. shribo's right you girls are all working and progressing.
Me on the other is regressing? I finally quit TD officially, tmr is my last day. i was actually suppose to be done two weeks ago but they wanted me to stay for another two more weeks. I don't know why even though I'm out of a job, broke as ever and have no idea what to do for career, I'm never been this relieved. for the pass few months my moods been fluctuating, some days i felt perky and joyful others days i felt depressed and unmotivated. as happy as am to see my friends doing so well in life sometime i cant help but self reflect on myself and what i have accomplished in life.. nothing! (boohoo) One of my good friend graduated and decided to move back to china for 4 months to learn more about the Chinese culture and language, she really inspired me. i dunno it really got me thinking. why do i live my life always worrying about this and that. why do i force myself to work at a job that i truly hate? just because everyone else is doing it? *sign*
it was a hard decision for me to quit. my dad lost his job a while back in march or april, and him being the primary bread winner of the family really affect the mood in the house. we're not in financial crisis or anything but seeing him struggle and worry about finding a job just makes me feel so ungrateful for what i had. my dad is old. and now he has to look for a hard labour job just because he cannot find anything better. and here i am complaining about a job a lot of ppl would see as pretty decent. but im just tired of doing what everyone tells me is right i want to do something i want to do.. that makes me happy.. but the problem is i don't even know what i want to do myself?
but on a brighter note. school just started im trying my bestest to concentrate. im planning to take yoga lessons with simone (anyone interested in joining?)and im learning how to play a guitar. haha. im doing everything i always wanted to but never had the time to because of work.
and i really miss you girls. I know i always come across as being flakey, haha but i really do love hanging out with you girls. sniff sniff what has gotten into me today ? im being extra gay.. okay i will stop now.
take care
love always
Anne
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thx anne.
ya i know its hard esp when the mood of the house is extra worried..everyone else seems to feed on it. But don't worry, yoga is supposed to relax your tenseness.
also, i'm really glad that you quit because working day in and out at a place where you hate THAT Much... can't be good for u. proud of u!! now u have no excuse to hang out :).
finally, love u lots =)!!! and u know it!
It's alright to have down times. And if you can't share your true feelings with your friends then who can you turn to? It doesn't matter if you feel depressed, manic or on top of the world, I'm sure all the other girls will agree with me when I say we'd like to be there for you during your good times and bad times. I'm sure you'd do the same for any one of us.
I don't think you should feel bad about quitting your job. That job and you didn't make a good match. You hate it and it's making you feel miserable so why stay? What's most important is that you're happy, so I support your decision.
Love you sui poh, keep smiling!
aww...anne, you shouldn't feel bad. i hate seeing my dad working so hard too. and he's getting so old. it makes me sad. But the only thing you can do to help him out now is to support yourself financially. And i guess we have to realize that once you become a parent, your children come first so unfortunately they stop thinking of themselves. it's amazing what parents will do to support their families.
I read your last email to me at work today..i was soo sad when i read it. i'm gonna miss you so much :( i know the csr position wasn't right for you but i'm still hoping you'll come back and try another position
mcom
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i just want to say thanks, you don't know what it means to me to have your support and understanding. I LOVE YOU GUYS. haha *tears*
p.s admin apps sucks! but
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anne
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