Hello my ladies, I know I haven't been here for quite some time...but I still love you guys.
But I think My's the one that hasn't been here longest!!! >=
I've been busy with school and busy with boyfriend problems.
I feel so unhappy and I need to release somehow.
But I have no time to release and relax because I have a test every week! *sigh*
Me and Mike are currently on a break, time off, time alone, not seeing each other, whatever you guys like to call it.
I haven't seen him almost for a week now and I miss him so much.
=( Sometimes I just want to break down and cry.
I feel so lost and empty.
Am I hanging on too tight?
I hate the feeling of being on a break, we're supposedly together but then we're not.
I'd really much rather have it as a break up so then I won't have that longing feeling.
Should I loosen my grip? Should I let go....
I can't continue on, or else I'm going to start tearing.
4 comments:
oh shirley...i'm so sorry.
unfortunately these things do happen but don't let go. mike's a great guy and i know you don't want to let go. i know that would be the easiest thing especially with all the stress from school. we're all here for you if you need anything. lets all hang out! lots of love!!!
-thi
aww..so many ppl r having bf troubles these days..
u should try to talk to mike and try to resolve ur problems. and its sumtimes better to just end a relationship than to just hang on and wait..
simone
hey friend,
i'm sorry to hear it and know how you feel. if you need a friend to talk to or hang out with :) just call meee.. or take the earlier donlands bus and i'll see you there!
we should go out sometime this week to keep your mind off things
oh shirbo. im soo sorry to hear that you have problems with mike.
but whatever problems you have with him, i know you still care for him and have alot of feeings for him.. and im sure he cares for you just as much. no let go of something you both cherish so much. this might sound gay. but do what your heart tells you to do. make a decision and stick with it.
muah. take care.
call us whenever you need someone there.. if you want to get wasted. or if you want to go sing your heart out or if you want to eat until our stomach explodes, we're just one call away
anne
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