Tuesday, March 13, 2007

shirbo

My assessment test with Humber College is this Sunday.
I'm scared shitless. o.O
I haven't been doing a good job of studying because I don't really see any improvement while I study all of my old notes. The day is just creeping right up my ass right now and I only have a few days to spare before the big day comes.
But on the other hand, I don't think I should be treating it like a life or death situation. Optimistically speaking, I always have my Plan B and it's not bad at all. Probably I'm just afraid of failing. I'm afraid of being a failure. If I can't pass this assessment test, then that means I fucking suck. You know what, I think I need to take this situation lightly. Need some relaxation and mind-clearing before the test comes. Probably I should start doing yoga.

2 comments:

DAC said...

awww....shirley, don't worry. you'll be fine. don't be thinking that way. if one door closes then another opens..but i bet you'll pass with flying colours. just make sure mike doesn't piss you off before the test :P...GOODLUCK SHIRLEY!

- Tee

Lisa said...

Yoga's good, I highly recommend it! If you've studied then you've studied, even if you stress out about it, it's not gonna make you pass, if anything it might even have the opposite effect. Good Luck, hope we hear good news from you soon.