Saturday, May 19, 2007

Mya

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So continue on with my last post,

i was furious and yes it did come across my mind to beat the shiet out of this girl...but i held my anger and told her there was no point in fighting her because she's just a waste of my time. I walked away and just relaxed outside in the breezey weather and then around 1:30am Me and Alfred said our farewells to the friends and the bride and groom. Got home but didn't end up sleeping till 3 something, it was still bothering me inside just because it was sooo unexpected.

Next morning around 11am alfred's house phone rang and guessed who that might be? Yes it was his friend calling to say that him and HER (ex's sister) are just around the corner from alfred's house and they want to have a talk with us. I had no intention of going out there because in my head i was afraid i might do something stupid which i will regret in the future. Alfred managed to convince me to hear them out...alright i will let her speak her mind once more.

The boys sat in front of the house while her and I had a little stroll around the neighbourhood. She told me she felt so stupid for what happened the night before and that it was under the influence of alcohol. I told her that's not an excuse for it and what she did came from her heart....she once said before that she'd "fuck me up" if she can and she did try to cause something the night before. She apologized, but i told her i can not accept her apology at the moment because in my head i don't exactly know what her motives are. She has always wanted a piece of me and how can she possibly just come the next day to apologize? well my answer was it was in front of tooo many ppl and everyone said she was being immature and stupid so to save her some face she's being the "bigger" person by coming to talk to me. Who really knows what she's feeling inside because she seems like such a 2 face right now. She can just be boastful to her sisters and family that she grabbed my hair and scratched me or whatever story she comes up with. She did confirm with me that she's totally over the past and i told her i'm glad to hear it because there's nothing she or her sisters or anybody else can do to stop alfred and i being together.

Thank You for the comments, Shirly you're such my girl all ready to stick up for me and stuff...but seto is right, no need to make it a big issue, because right now i'm looking a lot better than she is and that's all it matters. AND yes, i'm doing well....fully recovered just a few tried scars, the hair will grow back eventually, no biggie =).
Said out loud in my mind...
"save the drama for your mama" hahaha

1 comment:

DAC said...

you're an instigator eh thi? =P
I still Luv ya!
-mya