I feel another wave of depression engulfing me. My first real job in the outside world is teaching me that I'm not the fast learner that I thought I was. I'm not as good at using MS Office applications as I thought I was. And I definitely am not a person that takes initiatives. After confirming all of the things listed above, and various others, I've come to the conclusion that I am quite the failure and have no idea how I'm going to carry on with the rest of my co-op term. I dread going to work every morning and I desperately want the term to end so I can just go back to school and let it shield me from the horrors of the working world.
Hopefully, yoga can make me feel better tomorrow.
1 comment:
No worries. This job is really just an eye-opener... you're not cut out for it. No more powerpoint making jobs for you. Your capability to learn is dependent on your supervisor's ability to lead. In fact you'll probably meet a number of crap-tacular leaders, rarely will you meet a good one. As for your learning curve, for the time being just focus on learning because you are there to learn. You don't need to be perfect, just try your best. Hope yoga helps u =).
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